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blood, sweat, and tears

December 20, 2018
By Anonymous


  I sat in the backseat of the car and told myself how bad I was doing

“What’s wrong with you?” My dad asked.

I started to cry. “I feel like im not even doing well at the only thing i actually try to be good at. I’ll never be like you. I’ll never win actress of the year. My makeup skills will never compare to the way Jenny does makeup.”

He slammed on the brakes so hard and fast, I could feel my heart stop for a split second and I swore I was going to fly through the windshield.

“Do you know who you are? Do you know who i raised you to be? I raised you to do the best you can in any situation, and by god, you’re doing amazing. I’m not even saying this because you’re my kid, if I felt you weren’t doing your best, i would tell you. You’ve busted your a** and I couldn’t be more proud.”

At that moment, it hit me like a smack to the head

At that moment, I realized he was right.

I work till I literally break.

All the weeks of training I went through

All the months of working long nights

All the literal blood, sweat, and tears

Paid off.

In the end, I won actress of the year

In the end, my dad was right.


The author's comments:

i work at a haunted house and its become a huge chunck of my life. i take it all very seriously. but sometimes it get to my head and i overthink if im doing well enough. my dads been in this industry since he was in his 20s, so ive been around it my whole life, but i actually got into it as an actor and makeup artist 4 years ago. my dads always been a great actor, so hes always gotten some kind of actor of the year award, at award winning haunts. this year, i worked for a haunt i grew up at, which is also the "scariest and most award winning haunt in the state" and wanted to show what i could do. i was always told by managers and such that i was doing well, but it still got to my head. this poem is a conversation my dad and i had about how i felt i wasnt doing well enough. i felt i wasnt going to ever add up to his hype. but in the end, i did. i reached my goal and won the award i worked for, actress of the year. 


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