You are ruthless. You are cruel. You are the villain. You are the one who left. Not me. You broke the promises. Not me. You told me not to change. In the end you are the who changed. You are heartless. You broke my trust.
You are the one I still love. You are still my purpose. You are the moon and I am dirt on the earth. You are ruthless like the moon becuase like the moon take away the suns heat and glow and shower them down in the darkness of the night in a cool silver light. I am the darkness. You are cruel like air. Because You blew away my loneliness and just like a breeze you left and I didn't even realize I lost you. You are the villain. Because just like them you brought out the extraordinary from an ordinary peasant like me. And made me a hero. You are heartless. You can't have a heart. Because you gave it all to me and it still beats inside of me. So you couldn't love me. I am dirt. So dont come back. I dont want to ruin you. I dont want to ruin the most perfect being in this whole universe. I am holding two hearts. Yours and mine. But my heart don't beat anymore. It's your heart that beats and keep me moving. I died a long time ago. This is just a shell holding your heart. I cant breathe. I can't feel anything except this ache that's inside me. I am sorry I died. I am sorry I couldn't hold you. I am sorry I lost you. I can endure this pain. For you. Because I will not let your heart stop beating. I will keep you alive inside me. I love you.
Can you hear me? I am sorry. Come back to me and take your heart back so that I can say my final goodbye.