Knowledge eludes me. She hates me. I love her. I want knowledge but she doesn't want me. I have a crush on her. I want more of her but I can't keep her all to myself. So many other men also want her just to use her. Shame on man for abusing her like that. And for what, so they could be better. She is power. All men want more power. Men long to be the strongest. Men want to keep her in their little prisons. Men want her but they can't have all of her. Men can't handle all of her. Men go to special places to get some of her. Other parts of her are censored. To little of her is a bad thing. To much of her is a bad thing. She knows our limits but men always beg for more. I love her. I hate her. I wanted her. I wanted all of her, but I can't have all of her. I should have known.