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Why do you do this to me?

June 21, 2013
By Anonymous

Hi my name is ugly, at least that is what i am to you
i try to fit in, but all you do is push me away
Hi my name is forgotten, at least i am to you
i try to make you see me, but i'm not important to you
Hi my name is broken, but that doesnt seem to matter to you.

WHY!? why do you do this to me?
Why do you have to make me feel like giving in??
like i am much too unimportant?
WHY?! why do you do this to me!!?

Hi my name is outcast, sitting all alone
Hi my name is hurt, with blood dripping down my arm
Hi my name is lonely, nobody to be my friend
Hi my name is "lost it" with a gun pointed at my head!

WHY!? why do you do this to me?
Why do you have to make me feel like giving in??
like i am much too unimportant?
WHY?! why do you do this to me!!?

i never did a thing to you...
i never even talked to you...
you knocked me down so low...
i cannot get back up now...
I NEVER DID A THING TO YOU!
WHY DO YOU PUT ME DOWN SO LOW?!
WHY!!!??? WHAT YOU'VE DONE WILL NEVER GO AWAY
WHY WONT YOU STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO ME??!

this person who is popping pills just to forget the pain
thats not me, thats who you create!
this person crying on the bathroom floor, with a knife to her arm
thats not me, thats what you've done!
This person who starves herself cuz she never felt good enough
thats not who i really am!!!!

closing my eyes, and everything flashes like in a movie
taking a deep breath in, smoke fuming
this wall that i built in my heart,will not be moving
ahhhhhhhhhhh! i just want to scream
you wont even answer my question
you just keep on going, you want me dead
you scream it in the hallways at me, racing through my head
when will this end, all this pain all this stress?
mabey when you see my cold body wrapped in a coffin
mabey then you'll see what your doing, and stop it.



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