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Letter To My beloved

January 22, 2010
By -Kal- GOLD, Carthage, North Carolina
-Kal- GOLD, Carthage, North Carolina
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;Faith sees the invisible, believes the incredible, and recieves the impossible&quot; <br /> -Anonymous


Dear Love,
Oh how I’ve missed you love; I still long for you despite the fact that you seem to have given up on me entirely. If I were so cruel, I might tell you the truth, I might tell you how much I need you. But you’re happy with him, and he’s so much better than me so I think I’ll just let you be. Every day is a living he11 for me. I get up and see your face smiling beautifully at me from the memory of the previous night’s dream. I sigh, roll out of bed, and start my day. Every minute I have is spent thinking about you with your glorious green eyes. All of the songs I used to sing to you to put you to sleep make me want to cry, but I can’t do that; that would be breaking the rules. I call you and every conversation I hear his name preceded by the words, “I love.” Every night I lay in bed on the phone with you while the tears steal silently down my cheeks. From the first time I heard his name, I knew this was going to happen and yet I still let it. I knew you would choose him and leave me alone. I who have waited longer than any sane person would, I who have loved you beyond a shadow of a doubt; it was I who you left. Do you remember our first kiss? Do you remember the fire coursing through both of us then? I guess not or maybe you would’ve chosen me... I still love you and always will; the difference is that now I have to hide. Now I have to love you alone. Too bad you’ll never read this. Signed,
The Faithful


The author's comments:
I wrote this in reference to my best friend.

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-Ash- SILVER said...
on Feb. 3 2012 at 9:03 pm
-Ash- SILVER, Redmond, Washington
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She wants to die. She wants to disappear, to be remembered no more. She wants so terribly to be forgotten, all her mistakes, all her failures, everything. Her name to be wiped free from all record of existence. Because is it really existing when you&rsquo;ve got nothing to show for your life?

really like it! 5/5 :) check out some of my work if you have time?

-Kal- GOLD said...
on Sep. 17 2010 at 9:50 pm
-Kal- GOLD, Carthage, North Carolina
14 articles 0 photos 244 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Faith sees the invisible, believes the incredible, and recieves the impossible&quot; <br /> -Anonymous

Hey Heather. Sorry I didn't respond quicker..... It was about Emily.

on Aug. 22 2010 at 4:29 pm
kincaid_ily BRONZE, Osteen, Florida
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i dont try to be captian wierd, im just me

its beautiful...

whos it about???


-Kal- GOLD said...
on May. 20 2010 at 3:01 pm
-Kal- GOLD, Carthage, North Carolina
14 articles 0 photos 244 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Faith sees the invisible, believes the incredible, and recieves the impossible&quot; <br /> -Anonymous

Sure, no problem!!! Thanks!

on May. 19 2010 at 7:36 pm
Wellington BRONZE, Ann Arbor, Michigan
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A man is not finished when he is defeated. He is finished when he quits. <br /> Richard M. Nixon

this was beautiful! 

do you mind checking out some of my work? 


on Apr. 28 2010 at 7:39 am
ofpaintedroses GOLD, Berne, Indiana
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;How long is forever?&quot;<br /> &quot;Sometimes just one second.&quot;

and also, i've been there... still am actually.

on Apr. 28 2010 at 7:39 am
ofpaintedroses GOLD, Berne, Indiana
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&quot;How long is forever?&quot;<br /> &quot;Sometimes just one second.&quot;

aw. this is adorable!

-Kal- GOLD said...
on Mar. 9 2010 at 4:01 pm
-Kal- GOLD, Carthage, North Carolina
14 articles 0 photos 244 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Faith sees the invisible, believes the incredible, and recieves the impossible&quot; <br /> -Anonymous

Thanks so much :)

I'll be happy to read your work :-)

on Mar. 9 2010 at 2:25 pm
BrittneyCloud SILVER, Albuquerque, New Mexico
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;Dont tell me the sky is the limit when there are footprints on the moon!&quot;

I really liked it! it's powerful but at the same time soft.... if that makes any sense. Your a great writer! I read your poetry too. I have a great respect for it because i myself am not so great with poems:) good work though!

-Kal- GOLD said...
on Feb. 27 2010 at 12:13 pm
-Kal- GOLD, Carthage, North Carolina
14 articles 0 photos 244 comments

Favorite Quote:
&quot;Faith sees the invisible, believes the incredible, and recieves the impossible&quot; <br /> -Anonymous

Thanks so much for reading guys.

on Feb. 2 2010 at 12:26 am
christianjedi, Roundup, Montana
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Make no little plans. They have no magic to stir your blood.

Wow. Very powerfully written. Nice work.

on Feb. 1 2010 at 7:02 pm
Michaela_Touch GOLD, Lake Charles, Louisiana
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God&#039;s got you on His potter&#039;s wheel. Jeremiah chapter 18.

wow i just started crying. your work its amazing and you really know how to get to the heart of people and bring up emotional feelings. this is great :)