How is it possible for us to cry? We cry and let out sadness only for it to come back someday. Crying doesn't change anything. It wont bring that one thing,or person, back to you no matter dead or alive.
I'd give everyting in the world to not cry. Life for me has been nothing but a pool of tears. To one day become an ocean. I feel like everyhting I ever wanted has been taken away from me.
Some nights I cry just to let my pain out. Even though that whole day has been nothing but memories. I fight my tears day after day till I can't anymore.
Last night I learned that releasing how bad I feel hurts others. I don't want anyone feeling the way I feel. But I can't keep it bottled up. It kills me from the inside everyday.
Because of this I'm not sure if I am who I say to be.
For all my life I've been seeing the world through tears.