I feel upset. So upset that i swear i can hear every adrenaline cell in my body telling me to calm down. I feel sad. I'm emotionally drained, so much is going on its like im living in 5 different realities at once. I feel anger. Anger for the ones who always get what they want, try so to do everything in their will to get it, especially if it means destroying other peoples world. I feel sick. I'm being diluted by molecules of peoples thoughts and tiny disgusting germs of every wrong thing they want. I feel tired. Tired of conforming, listening, doing everything that leads to and means absolute zero to me. I feel like dying. Meat rotting, molding, decaying from the inside out until there is nothing left but memories and withering thoughts. I feel happy. Happy when I'm with you, happy because you are all that is important and every other feeling dissolves away. "How do you feel about that? How does that make you feel?" How do I feel....