Have you ever gone back and reread old messages until your veins were soaked in forgotten promises and your heart was full of tears?

Last night I saw you kiss some girl and she looked like me but you looked like you and it was so weird because I remember you saying you hated the way my hair was brown but I guess you didn’t mind with that girl as long as you got to grab her thigh.

I got drunk the other day and I cried 'til I threw up and the only thing that came out was your phone number over and over and that’s why I called you. I was gonna leave a nice message but you’re actually a d**k and you wouldn’t have deserved it.

I miss you so much that it’s intoxicating because the only alcohol I get into my system gets my brain thinking about you and it hurts, okay? It hurts like h*ll.

You never deserved me but I sure do deserve this pain.