i wish i was the type of person that enjoyed school. That didn't mind attending the same place everyday, following the same routine while having the same meaningless gossip filled conversations with the same temporary friends. i wish it didn't bother me so much but it does and it kills me.

Adults such as my parents have seem to forgotten how painful it can be to be a teenager, going through all the new emotions and changes that teenagers go through while also having to look good so no one makes fun of you and having to make sure your keeping your grades up. It's not the bill paying, debt and depression kind of hard, but it's still hard. It hurts sometimes. i want to give up sometimes, i wish i could stop caring what everyone thinks of me all the time but i cant and it kills me. I am tired, i am just so tired already.