These feelings are so foreign to me. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel. I'm pretty sure this isn't it, though. All my life, I've been taught that this way of life isn't right.I'm sure that I'll go to Hell for feeling this way.

But the way she makes me feel, makes me forget about how wrong this supposedly is. She makes me feel alive, like there's some reason for my existence. Just one look in her eyes is all it takes for me to fall deeper.

I can't tell anyone. What would they think of me? It's so hard for me to keep it in though. I just want to climb to the highest building and scream out, "I am in love with the most amazing girl in the world!" But oh, how I would be judged. So for now, I'll just keep it to myself. Even though, the secret is weighing heavy on my shoulders.