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January 25, 2019
By jxshuapatten BRONZE, Farmington, New Hampshire
jxshuapatten BRONZE, Farmington, New Hampshire
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Favorite Quote:
"We will never get back the life we waste trying to be normal"



I don’t sleep well,

But I like dreaming.


I don’t know how to feel,

But I can’t stop crying.


I don’t want to leave,

But I’m already gone.


I don’t want to be here,

But there’s no going back.


I don’t want to die,

But I’m already dead.


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d e m o n s

My mind tends tends to drift at nIght.


they all Say to just get over it, to be happy.


iT’s easier said than done.


i’m not sure i tRust you right now.


it doesn’t hUrt as bad as it used to.


take my Sorrow and bury me alive in iT.


Its worthless for uS to keep pusHing.


i’ve lEarned that love isn’t true.


Any day i might not wake up.


Leave me in the past like a bad dream.


This is suicide, just not sure wHere it ends.


this is beautiful just let me plaY pretend.


I don’t have any friends.


i’m aloNe until the end.


I don’T want to feel tHat pain.


I’ve been kinda loSt lately.


There’s a traitor in my mirror,

And i don’t f***ing knOw him.


i’m afraid of being on my oWn.


i doN’t feel alive anymore.


The author's comments:

This peice is about my feelings and internal thoughts that I thought were best to express in a poem form.


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