in the depth of my being toxicity reside like a shadow in lingers and in darkness it hides its a burden to  carry, a heavy weight bear affecting those around me, spreading an unseen despair
I yearn to change, to break free from this hold but the struggle is dauting, the path arous and cold it pushes people away, creating distance and pain leaving me with regrets like an unending rain
the poison within it stains every interaction leaving a trail of heartache, a map of distraction I see the hurt in their eyes, the price they for toxicity within that doesn't easily sway I long to be better to shed this harmful skin to rebuild whats been broken and let new light in but journey is endless the road unclear to conquer this toxicity, to silence the fear yet hope remains a flicker in the dark guiding me forward, igniting spark with perseverance and love i'll strive to be free from the chains of toxicity and its grasp on me