Just as I thought it wouldn’t get worst,
I forgot,
I forgot the warmth I felt under his arms,
The silly thoughts I felt about him,
Everything just left my small brain,
Leaving me hopeless,
Leaving me emotional,
Heartless and stupid,
Why did I have to do this?
What was holding me from the sadness?
The sadness I felt before,
I can’t forget,
If I do I’ll regret,
I’ll wonder,
I’ll cry,
His ill state is out of my grasp,
Nothing can be stopped,
Nothing but my words,
Words that would probably be forgotten,
Words that I’ll turn against,
He won’t notice,
He would be far gone,
Why was I so selfish?
No one knows,
The memory is far gone,
A memory lost.