Home now. Lost Now. Told now. Making things right now...to keep something like that from someone for that long is just torture. I missed out. Now I need to work it out. I need to fix it now. How do I do this all on my own. I try talking to you, you turn me down. I am your daughter I wanna scream but I don't I just tell you to have a nice day, lost now, crying now, gone now. Losing all my dignity all my pride all my heart...I just want a straight answer, just one single straight answer. Why didn't you just tell me you didn't want me? You could have saved me a little heartbreak in between the scripts. I listen to the music play, and the families happily pass by...1 hour, 2 hour turns into 5 years later. I know that I won't ever get the satisfaction of having a real dad someone to help pick up the broken pieces of me. I need you. I want you. I am gone.