It rushes down my veins
it breaks the mold in my heart.
It traps the air I breathe.
It looses me when i am in a hole
and I can't dig myself out

It tears me apart like a piece
of paper cut
So unevenly and sharp around the edges.
Its the bridge with no water under it
Its the enemy that doesn't fight back
Its the darkness that you can only see in the day time
Its all the impossibilities
its all the twist and turns
that lead me to

The pain,and suffering of my temptations to be the best , perfect daughter
one could have.

I am sorry I failed you
I am sorry I let you down
I am sorry I can't be all that you
want me to be
I am sorry I can't stop
shaking up these questions you have for me

I hide from your eyes
so you wouldn't have to see me or feel me.