My heart is just sitting there,
Very cold and very aware,
Of how much you can hurt me,
Of how you can spike my insanity.

It let you in oh so easy,
Then you broke it like something sleazy,
Now it's sitting there broken in two,
Wondering whatever did it do.

To deserve something as bad as this,
Wondering why it didn't keep its distance,
Feeling like it will never heal,
Knowing how strongly you made me feel.

Wondering how it could never see,
How much you wanted to hurt me,
And how you never gave a care,
Acting like it was something to share.

Why it actually believed what you said,
Why I never thought it through in my head,
And it hurts to feel my heart,
Sitting there and breaking apart.

Crying out for someone to love,
Praying for God's help from above,
Hoping someone will stitch it together,
Searching for someone who means forever.

You knocked on the door a million times,
Every time committing tons of crimes,
You knew my heart would let you in,
It trusted you over and over again.

It knows your a player and how you work,
But it finally realized you just a big jerk,
Sometimes my heart smiles to act like its alright,
But it hurts bad and it feels so tight.

My heart is shattered like broken dishes,
But still it wants you to have all your wishes,
So it goes along with you and your silly games,
And watching you hurt other girls with pretty names.