The boy shied away from the world
He wasn’t to be pitied but he was a clever prick.
He wore that stoic face with pride.
He looked at the world around him
And decided it was all too bland for him.
My heart f***ed up and made a place for him.
It wasn’t supposed to do that.
It felt pathetic.
He looked at me
through those same bored eyes and with that stoic face
While I looked at him with the brightest eyes I've ever had.
Why?
I asked myself, he’s not worth it.
He’s never gonna search for me.
Yet, I can’t help but search for him.
It’s pathetic.
I don’t want to fall for him.
I really don’t.
He’s someone who never spared a second glance at me.
He’s someone who’s heart never fluttered when i came his way
He's stoic.
He’s clever yet he shies away from the world.
And I’m pathetic.