I love my body like a distant friend 

We don’t talk much 

But when we do 

It’s like she never left 

My desire for her was a secret I never kept 

She loves me too 

Decorating our temple 

But we both know we can’t live in here 

Forever 

I went through so much 

Pain 

Trying to alter her out of love 

But we both know we’ll have to go up above 

are we just another grain in the sandbox 

Just another flesh robot 

That dead drops 

Another bill for a coffin box 

Another expired loved one that was lost 

 when these bones start to brittle 

All I’m left with is my mental 

And I want her to be proud of me 

I want love to fluctuate like the blood in my body 

I want this trial to be worth my fait 

I want this tribulation to be worth risking my faith 

I want to be as invincible as the only begotten son 

Because yes his body was hurting but his mind was simply not here 

once I reach that level of Conscience 

I’ll live with no fear