I sometimes wonder what would happen if I disappeared

would they notice? 

would they care? 

I smile and laugh with them and wonder

Are they laughing for real?

Our conversations fade into small talk

Hours turn into minutes, minutes turn into seconds

How are you?

I’m good. You?

Nothing much just bored.

What do I say?

What do I write? 

My fingers hover over unsent words

Are you bored of me?

I’m sorry

The good thing is I never have to say goodbye

because we no longer say hi

Everyone is annoying

Talking is annoying

Waking is annoying

This is annoying

I am annoying

Say, can someone please tell me why?