I still see him

I see his smile and

Hear his laugh

I can hear him say

My name

I can feel his 

Warm                                        touch  

It was once comforting

Now I fear it

I hear him telling                         me

“I’ll stay,                                   I promise”

I remember that night

I can still feel him

Sometimes I wake up

Drenched in sweat 

Crying 

Missing him

I thought it was love

I thought he would stay

So I gave myself 

Away

He lied and                                  I 

Believed him

I said I                                     would

Never give that up

That was saved for 

Someone special

Saved for someone 

Who would                                  stay