Pictures of you | Teen Ink

Pictures of you

October 8, 2021
By jadezito BRONZE, Eugene, Oregon
jadezito BRONZE, Eugene, Oregon
2 articles 0 photos 0 comments

My anguish longs for memories that don’t exist

Clinging to the pictures that are quickly immersing my thoughts

Moments that don’t mean anything 

But now mean everything

You’re gone 

I can’t change it but I rivet on everything that you did

I didn’t know you but I spend time trying to break open the safe you locked 

Nothing changed when you perished 

But my world crashed down on me and I’m struggling to crawl out of the rubble

I don’t look at addiction through the same judgmental eyes 

I can only feel guilt now that I can’t picture you


The author's comments:

This piece is personal to me. I lost my grandfather this year to addiction and I didn't know him well. 


Similar Articles

JOIN THE DISCUSSION

This article has 0 comments.