I may not be easy to love

But I will always love hard

I am louder than the cheer of fans at a game

I talk a ton when I am nervous

I am awkward

I am goofy

I laugh at things that aren’t funny 

I may not be easy to love

But I will always love hard

When I'm comfortable around you I will be myself

I've been hurt too many times so I overthink

I get panic attacks seeming like I ran a marathon not being able to catch my breath

I may not be easy to love But I will always love hard

If I feel like I am annoying you, I will shut down 

Sometimes I cry, not even for a reason

There are things I want to tell you but scared you’ll leave once I share

I get jealous 

I may not be easy to love

But I will always love hard

I worry you’ll leave me for another girl 

A skinnier, smarter, sublime one

I think you’ll get bored of me

I worry I wont be good enough 

I may not be easy to love

But I will always love hard

I love touch

It makes me feel safe in a way

I may not be easy to love

But I will always love hard

But unfortunately this world is broken 

Love leaves 

It falls apart

It turns into hate

But if you choose me 

You won't find any girl in the world

Who will love you like I will

Because when I love

I give my all

I may not be easy to love

But I will always love hard

I will always admire and appreciate you

You won't be let down or ever feel like you're not loved

I've been let down too many times 

To put you through that pain

I may mess up

I may say the wrong thing trying to help

I may not be easy to love

But I will always love hard

I will let you know about things that bother me

I may sound like your mom being overprotective

I may not be the definition of your perfect girl 

And I am sorry

But I will never be sorry for loving hard