To my lover

It is the worst feeling

Having your favorite person

Hurt you so much

Taking away your one 

Very special moment together

I tried to move on

But it's always stuck 

In the back of my mind

We will never get

That special moment back

I wanna throw up

I do throw up

Everything it comes

Out of the back of 

My mind 

I can’t do anything

I'm stuck in this state 

I’ll eventually forget

But never completely

It’ll always bother me

So very much

To my lover

I love you

I have proved I will

Do anything for you

Please hear my cry

My cry to get out

Of the terrible state

I am in

I need your help 

And I feel

Your my last chance