I hadn't noticed.

She's gone now.

No one will help me find it.

I hadn't noticed.

She was Slipping away.

Where do I even look?

I hadn't Noticed 

She was in pain

She was crying

      was screaming

            Bleeding

Everything Too Much, Too Fast

How do I begin a search like this?

The screaming she had to listen to

The stress she was enduring

The devastation that was growing with every C

                                                         every Failure

It's probably long dead. She can't be dead. Please don't be dead.

I should've noticed

The tears of 'pathetic'

The screaming of failure

The blood of never enough

               of never being good enough.

Everything too much

They say it's better that it's gone.

'You're more focused without it'

They're glad I stopped crying

                                 Screaming

                                 Bleeding

I miss Feeling. Please help me find her again.