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Faster - A Poem About Mental Health

September 13, 2022
By FantasticalStories BRONZE, Kankakee, Illinois
FantasticalStories BRONZE, Kankakee, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
"A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies. The man who never reads lives only one."<br /> - George R. R. Martin


How much longer can I manage?

How much more can I take?

I’ve been trying to sleep for hours

But still, lie here wide awake

 

Life speeds past as a mirage; am I dreaming?

Why does my mind go faster, faster?

What voice in there is screaming,

As everything spirals to disaster, disaster?

 

Who is up there, in my brain?

Mumbling ever louder, louder?

Who is it driving me insane

As my focus leaves me faster, FASTER

 

Is it a plague, a mental disease?

That makes long chaotic images

Out of otherwise peaceful dreams?

Tell me, how do I fix it?

 

Thoughts are fuzzy more than ever

The voice is screaming louder, louder

Headaches getting harder harder

Heart is racing faster, FASTER

 

Tell me, please, I beg of you

How do I silence the scream, what can I do?

Tell me how to again be my brain’s own master

Please, it’s getting FASTER, FASTER


The author's comments:

I have ADHD and while it isn’t always a struggle (it can even be a blessing in disguise, sometimes) having it can make things very challenging. This poem was written on an especially tough night and I decided to try and use poetry to better describe to people how it felt. I hope that anyone reading this with ADHD (or similar issues) knows that they aren’t alone. God bless, and thank you for reading this poem!


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on Sep. 16 2022 at 2:28 pm
FantasticalStories BRONZE, Kankakee, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
"A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies. The man who never reads lives only one."<br /> - George R. R. Martin

@Afra I'm glad you found it touching! And thank you so much for the encouragement, it truly means a lot to me

Afra ELITE said...
on Sep. 15 2022 at 10:23 am
Afra ELITE, Kandy, Other
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Favorite Quote:
"A writer must never be short of ideas."<br /> -Gabriel Agreste- (Fictional character- Miraculous)

This poem was so touching...
I do not have ADHD but I personally knew someone who did and I knew all the struggles they had to face because of it...As you mentioned, it can be a blessing in disguise sometimes...Just embrace the blessings and cast aside the curses...It may be hard but it is worth it in the end...