Verb:
lose control (third-person singular simple present loses control, present participle losing control, simple past and past participle lost control)

(set phrase) To become unable to control one's emotions or actions; to abandon rationality or reason.

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decay
/dɪˈkeɪ/

verb
(of organic matter) rot or decompose through the action of bacteria and fungi.
 
Similar: decompose, rot, go bad, perish, deteriorate ,degrade  ,break down 
 
noun
the state or process of rotting or decomposition.
"hardwood is more resistant to decay than softwood"
 
Similar: decomposition, rotting