My head is a jungle

Don’t you get it?

I choose you.

Over everyone else,

I always choose you.

Everyday my heart aches,

Looking, and wondering 

If I’ll ever find my meaning.

Yet everyday

I find it pointless to live.

Sometimes i

Just wish that

I could fast 

Forward time,

Just to see

If its all 

Worth it 

In the end.

And please,

Forgive me 

If i dont 

Talk a lot,

It’s loud

Enough in

My head.

I dont think people

Understand how

Stressful 

It is to explain

Whats going on in your head

When you dont even 

Understand it

Yourself

And the problem is,

I spend to much time

Caring about people

Who dont give a crap for me.

It like your homesick,

For a place that doesn’t exist.

My life has become this one big

‘I DON’T KNOW’

Im physically pained,

Mentally drained,

And my mind feels unexplained.

Please tell me

Im not forgettable

As your silence

Makes me feel.

Glass breaks,

It’s a baseball that flew through the window.

If i told you i didnt do it,

Would you believe me?