The gap between us

was less than a foot.

But forgive me,

I still couldn’t muster up enough courage

to tell you how I felt.

My hand began sweating.

My heart beat a little faster.

I felt the wind run through my hair

as we walked down Chambers Street.

I don’t know if it’s because

of my stubbornness 

or just fear

of your reaction

but I can’t make myself do it.

But at the same time,

I worry that you will turn into a regret.

Someone I look back on 

and wish I held onto.

I asked for advice

and they all told me to tell you. 

They wished me luck

and went on their merry way.

But I...

I’m stuck in a turmoil.

Afraid to cross the boundary.

The best I can do for now

is to stay by your side

As nothing more than a friend.