I'd be there,
Mesmerized by it all
Yet struggling to find the right words

I'd be staring blankly in awe,
Smitten with the world,
and how surreal reality can be at times

My heart is being ripped apart into a million pieces
As this moment is slipping through my fingers
And I still have not found a way to
capture it with absolute accuracy,
No words being able to fully describe it
As beautiful as it really is

It's all turning into a mere blurry memory
Of how ethereal it all was,

My head clouded,
I'm trying to find the most beautiful of words to help me capture the imagery that's been slowly
                                                                  fading away
right in front of my eyes

And I come to the realization that

I'm not really
                                             living
in the moment