It hurts

I’m hurt and upset over something that never even happened

Over something that never was going to happen

You were perfect

Heartache after heartache

Then I found you

You were everything that wanted in someone

Everything about you was so infatuating

Curiouser and curiouser by the days spent talking to you

One day I had the audacity to ask who was it that you were infatuated by?

As you kept describing them it sounded a lot like myself

Until you told me their name

Everything froze and shattered then I walked away

With the fragments of my heart in my hand

I tried to move on

But failed to do so

One day I thought if I told you and actually get rebuked I would get over you

I did so and finally got my answer

The No I knew was coming

Though I knew the bullet was coming I didn’t dodge it in time

You tried to let me down slow yet still managed to push me down hard

One day I’ll be over it but until I figure out how to put my heart together again

I’m still hurt

Slowly but surely I’ll be able to fix it