I will never forget the absence of silence that night, 

As the intoxicating gas made me nauseous.

I will never forget my fathers desperate voice,

a lullaby of tears.

I will never forget the bright lights of the car,

screaming at my face. 

I will never forget my fear threatening me,

I wouldn't dare open my eyes.

But I wasn't in my dad's arms anymore.

I was being taken away, the voices vanished,

fear was uncontrollable,

I will never forget my fathers as 

I opened my eyes that night

I will never forget my fathers helplessness as I opened my eyes that night

I will never forget pain we went through 

And I will never forget that police car parked in front of my house.