In a crowded world with more villains and heroes

I find myself most unsettled when looking in the mirror

In a world thats spinning at a rate so high

all its buildings are filled with rumors and lies

Is it that weird to want to die?

Surrounded by friends, yet all of us alone

There is no truth to find or be shown

so when the world comes to an end

I'll finally stop playing pretend

While I'm here I wont make amends

because I dont have tears to shed

I spend my days with my head in the toilet

any happiness I'll spoil it

I've lost everything I got

and I've lost myself along with the plot

I'd rather end up like a martyr, shot 

but I'm too lazy to go to the parking lot

teachers refuse to understand

and leave us fending for our land

I want to have as much power as a man

spend my life with my feet in sand

a drink in my hand

but I didn't get dealt that hand

im tired

This sucks

I want chocolate