I am the therapist friend, but

I wonder if the people around me actually want me there

I hear about everyone’s issues and 

I see a lot of people struggling

I want to make everyone happy, but

I am only one person after all

I pretend that I am happy even when

I feel helpless and hopeless

I touch many people’s hearts through my personality, but I still

I worry if I’m good enough

I cry when something goes wrong and I can’t fix it because

I am only one person after all

I understand that not everyone is okay all the time

I say “I’m Fine.” because 

I dream of actually being happy

I try to help everyone around me and

I hope it’s enough because

I only care about your feelings, 

When no one cares about mine.

-I am not okay.