I feel as a horse in this life

I pour my heart and callous my hands

I work so hard I get nauseous, I feel unconscious

While I lay, I hear the blue jay sing

the song of divine solitude

my eye beginning to water as I know what comes

Fore not in sadness or fear but that I will know 

The wonders that lay dormant in my mind

The wonders I know yet can’t fathom

I see myself as I live through the divine 

I feel emotion as a bullet pierces skin 

Though my heart will desire my mind will always project higher

I feel my empty eyes while the chilling pain in my soul haunts me

I only get silence when I hear the blue jay sing 

the song of divine solitude

As the Blue Jay sings 

the song brings me to a place

I am brought solitude away from pain so deep my soul aches

I see my dream continue and I must follow

Before I bequeath my sorrow I will accept it rather than wallow

Fore I will know what I may not fathom 

While my heart lies under the gravel my mind will travel.