3-21-24 “lost and found”

I lost my emotion that summer. I still feel emotions but they aren't the same, life isn't as vibrant, I'm not ever as happy or as sad as I used to be. Life feels different now. I hadn't known what had happened.
I lost my plan, my path for the future. All I was worried about was what was going bad around me, I saw no silver lining. I was told I was negative and I knew I was, but it plunged me deeper into apathy.
I found a way out, through the gym and working out. I saw my self worth and got to work. Now I feel like I improve all the time, but still, life won’t be like it was when I was younger.