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Begging To The Man On The Moon
I lay in bed
Teetering on the edge of feeling too much and nothing at all
My head is pounding
I can't hear my own thoughts
I stare at the ceiling
The ceiling stares back
I clasp my hands
I say to God, "I believe, I believe. Just please don't make me feel like this anymore."
I shake my hands
I say "Amen" like the good Christian I was never taught to be
God doesn't answer me
My voice is the thing that echoes back
Over and over
Begging for mercy
Begging for forgiveness
God has heard me but yet has not answered my prayer
I remember why I didn't believe in God in the first place
I take my head in my hands
I rock and shake
I realize that God cannot save me
Only I can save myself
I wish I could be 6 years old again
Nothing bad has happened to me
Maybe nothing bad ever will
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