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as if i'm already dead, i write this now to you

June 7, 2024
By billyjoelfan DIAMOND, Madera, California
billyjoelfan DIAMOND, Madera, California
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Favorite Quote:
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper and not to harm you, to give you a future and a hope." Jeremiah 29:11<br /> <br /> "And see, that’s how you end up headed to destruction/Pavin’ a road to nowhere/Pour your life out for nothin"- The Background by Lecrae


everything is as it should be, and

yet it is not anymore, it will never be, it will always be different, always partially twisted.

am i twisted to say this? twisted - turned inside out

in a world of stiffened collars. i miss the grass. i am a fool to say it.

i miss oxygen. i miss being sunburned.

i miss living. i am not dead, and yet i am.

i may live another fifty, one hundred years

but i am a zombie, i am petrified wood. 

i miss it all, but never as much as i wish i did.


The author's comments:

Are we all living or merely existing? Do we thrive or survive? In a lifetime of heartbeats, will any of them matter someday?


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