A bird trapped in,
a deep, twisting, spriraled, cage.
Angry, but yet happy.
Sad,
hurts deeply.
Both come in and left.
Despair is all that is held.
Angry for that you've done this,
made me this way,
you are the cause.
Angry.
Spiraling andd agonizing stages,
life should not be allowed to continue.
Happy.
Many bright, shimmering doors,
just enough light.
Happy.
Always have to turn to.
Alone.
With no one,
much to deal with.
Depriving.
Times of crisis.
Panic.
Hoping.
Just hold my heart,
not damage it anymore.
Love.
Needed.
Not going to leave.
Promises,
ment to be kept,
never followed.
Always forgiven.
Crying.
Mad.
Always be here,
no matter what.
Questionable,
decieving life.
Only concern,
Where are you?
When all life has gone,
cant handle anymore.
Despair.
Heartbreak.
Where are you?
Who is always there?
Have nothing,
Pitiful and meaningless words
"I'm Sorry"
Is that supposed,
to make things better,
everything suddenly alright?,
It doesnt do anything.
Feel disrespected,
Uncared for,
Farthest from your thoughts,
Happy.
All worries,
Are temporarily forgotten.
Destroyed feelings,
always come back.
No matter,
how unwanted.
Angry and saddened feelings,
never settle.
Beaten.
Torn Apart.
Souless body,
never able to do,
anyhting to help.
Always losing.
Short, deprived life.
Creativity and happiness,
quickly goes away.
Love and encouragement.
Deny this,
to any living thing,
and it surely but slowly,
starts to wilt away.
Small and very delicate!
Deprived!
Slowly died!
Lost all,
that it once had.
Been forgotten.
Lost all within.
Problems.
Everyone elses emotions,
to deal with.
Not things,
To be messed with