I want to run away.
Lost, so no one could find.
What treasures am I holding?
What secrets do I hide?
I want to be distant,
But I want to be close.
I want to be embraced,
But I don't want to be hurt.
Locked away.
Can't escape.
I'm not yet broken
But I am still shaken
By this terrible interlude
Of my rigid present.
I wish to be free
From this clan of Monstrosity.
Don't cower, don't hide your tail.
And I will not, I will not quail
Beneath this place
And fall into the dark.
But my mind cannot fully comprehend,
or understand,
Why I am cursed with this fate.
I'm bounded by eternal distraught
And personal turmoil.
Why am I cursed behind these walls of solitude?
I want to let go,
But I know I can't;
I'm stuck in this place of hatred and lies.
What more can I take,
Without going over the edge,
Of total self destruction once again?