My love why
My bestfriend why
Two traitors next to me
Yet two bestfriends next to me
Feelings and emotins mixed
Happiness
Sadness
Joyfulness
Anger
All of it...Lost
No one to comfort me
Envy stabs my heart
Tears fill my eyes
Why, you two, why
I feel so happy
Yet so sad
My anger boils
But I try to calm it
They ignore me
And I them
Images fill my head
Her death, her blood
His body, his smile
So sad and so beautiful
They brag and shin
I weep and hide
My shadows are my comfort
Their love is theirs
So strong
And yet so weak
No real love
Only a mirrage
I know it won't last
Her suffering
And him for me
So dreadful and so delightful
My weakness shows
My envy too
She's my freind
But she's my enemy
He's my friend
He's my love
I can't hate him
And I can't hate her
Her suffering shows in my nightmares
His smiles show in my dreams
My bitterness dulls
And my passion grows
I love them
But I hate them