It hurts to be alive
With every breath I try to take I feel my heart shake
The pain that grows within
The tolls of my countless sins
I have scars everywhere from the cuts you present me
You destroy my soul and just shiv me
Digging deeper and deeper
To recover from the lacerations that I have been able to obtain
Through the countless nights of suffrage and pain
The walls that I build between me and the world constantly wax and wane
Due to the ever-changing cycle of happiness and pain
Although I cannot wait to be free
Free from these endless nights and countless fights
Just admit it; you hate me.