I love you, you hate me.

I want you to stay and you leave me be.

Our friendship turned to ruins.

I show no fear, emotion, nor pain.

I act like it is a simple game.

A non-reality.

This is the mask i show.

But...... below..............

My soul is an empty bottomless pit.

Living in pure agaony like no other.

It never ceases, only worsens with your hate.

Sometimes I feel that I cant take it, I want to brake into a million peices or implode.

I wish I could soak in the warmth of your acceptance.

But I only recieved the cold harshness of you disaproval.

I love you, you hate me.

I want you to stay and you leave me be.

Our friendship turned to ruins.

I show no fear, emotion, nor pain.

I act like it is a simple game.

A non-reality.

This is the mask I show, that holds in the pain you will never know.