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Retired Ring-leader

December 14, 2009
By sarahdee GOLD, Swansea, Illinois
sarahdee GOLD, Swansea, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
"Everything had changed suddenly--the tone, the moral climate; you didn't know what to think, whom to listen to. As if all your life you had been led by the hand like a small child and suddenly you were on your own, you had to learn to walk by yourself. There was no one around, neither family nor people whose judgment you respected. At such a time you felt the need of committing yourself to something absolute--life or truth or beauty--of being ruled by it in place of the man-made rules that had been discarded. You needed to surrender to some such ultimate purpose more fully, more unreservedly than you had ever done in the old familiar, peaceful days, in the old life that was now abolished and gone for good."


I see her standing there, her ever present group surrounding her, wishing for everyone to see them so privelged.
They laugh and everyone looks at them and then the girl who didn't live up to thier standards.
I look up from my thoughts.
Her smiling eyes catch mine.
I look down.
I used to be them.
No, I used to be her,the ring leader.
too shallow,
i've grown.
I decided to give it all up. Knowing all that,
why do my eyes still fill with envy?



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