i want to tell you everything but there is so much to tell i want the words to scream but then theres nobody to here what i have to say. the words of love and hate are i know, but it's a love that nobody can help me with. a love that is also evil, but most importanly of death. its all i know. its all i see. i can't tell you how much i need your love. no not the love that i know, but love that is new. something yet again is still unknown. no matter how i wish i just can't tell you. though i'm screaming at the top of my lungs i know that you can't here.