the pain.
why cant i take it?
why cant i get over it?
how can one person effect my life so much?
it hurts so bad.
i cant take it anymore.
i dont want to take it anymore.
i try to move on but all it does it hurt me even more.
id rather spend a lifetime crying about you then spending a life time not knowing of you.
i cant let you go.
i dont want to let you go.
i thought being unwanted by my dad was the worst thing in my life.
but im realizing that losing you is the worst think ever.
you are my life.
i built it around you.
i faded you into it.
only to get hurt and lose you.
i hate the feeling.
i hate the pain.
i dont want the pain.
all i want is you.
i want you to make me smile again.
you inspired me.
now im hurt and i hate the pain.