I fall into this state of depression,
And it seems as if I never learn a lesson,
The more I want the less I get,
But the more I see the more I hate,
Hate the beast that I can not contain,
Everyday it gets harder to maintain,
It lurks within me,
Within my heart,
Within my soul,
But your the only one who knows,
About the darkness that has been enclosed,
I really think you should know,
That these feeligs always seem to grow,
Its eating me from the inside out,
And at times I just wish I could die,
I'm turning into someone I don't know,
I am no longer sweet,
Because of the thoghts that I think,
I want to murder the world,
For the innocence that was taken away from the little boys and girls.