I feel the blood trickling down my arms,

Legs,

Hips.
Everything goes black.
I don't notice what's wrong.
I don't notice how I'm dying inside.
I can't stop the thoughts through my head.
Their there anytime and everywhere I go.
Doesn't matter anymore.
I'm here again,
falling back to this again and again.
I have to get out of here.
I have to end this life now.
I don't want to feel.
I need to keep it in,
I can't seem weak.

Powerless.

Child-like.
Everything goes black.
The seams on my jeans are the only thing not covered with blood.
My white shirt now crimson.
My hair from blonde to auburn.
My life flashing in front of me,

Leaving.

Staying.
I don't know where I will be.
.......
Everything goes black.