When I stop to think,
It is full of regret,
I would love to forget,
But that won't happen,

So many words said,
Or acts preformed,
That I wish I could undo,
But that won't happen,

Days go by,
And I wonder,
What have I done with my life,
I hope it can all turn good,
But that won't happen,

Everyday I try to be positive,
About the future to come,
The glorious future,
But once again,
That won't happen,

There is nothing on this Earth,
That can give me back my childhood,
The one that I never had a chance to live,
Because of the struggles,
Because of the battles,
Because they thought they were a good duo,
And would last forever,
Forever tormenting me,
Destroying all of my hopes and dreams,
But now that I have won,
I almost want to give up,
I'm stuck in this situation,
It will never end,
Until my time does,
It is a roller coaster,
One that has no end,
No way out,
And no way off,
I'm screwed.