Sometimes, my heart aches.
The feeling moving through me, until I feel almost paralyzed.
Looking at nothing, until my eyes become desensitized.
The fear appears gone, but my mind is undetermined.
Choices looming above my head, seemingly watching me.
Pain fills my senses, but falls behind priority.
Something approaches from a distance, and for a moment, I see me.
Eyelids glistening in the moonlight, the pattern of fresh tears.
Differences, by how I've appeared in years.
Problems dropping away, just to disappear.
Friends, who never appeared.
Sometimes, my heart aches.
A fragile, mind wrenching, ache.