I’m as anxious as I could be,

For no reason that I can see.

There’s no one here but me and Shai,

No one to drown me into a lie,

Just my best friend and me.

What am I so paranoid for?

It’s not even fun anymore.

No other people really do this.

An ungodly curse they all miss.

They don’t understand anymore.

And I am left here to worry,

And I am left here to rush & hurry!

Left here to tremble,

Left here to let my mind dissemble,

Here to think of my fears,

Here to feel a tragedy near,

To hurry with no place to go,

To hide from my foes,

To smother myself in tears.